I hate the president so much.
Well, I'm not a politician (yet?), neither an experienced journalist, I am just me, who everyday watch how people of this country suffer from every kind of existed problems in the world while that unbelievably senseless person who is regarded as leader of the government of this nation is busy making himself look great to his audience (which I have no idea who)
((
To tell you the truth, I write so much of this kind of comments about him in my diaries sine he ruin everything he can as the president.Too bad that I can't tell him right away what I feel about him. However, he won't understand anyway,,,
Tuesday, February 15
191110
There are times when I really do feel that I can't go on this life anymore. Times when I think and realize that I have done nothing worthy in my entire life. I f only we can choose when to die, I would have died long time ago, on one of those horrible times.
I am supposed to go back to Padang early tomorrow morning, but I am not really sure yet. I am having a slightly high fever and now thinking about giving up my life. So, I guess I can't be sure about anything right now, can I?
I am supposed to go back to Padang early tomorrow morning, but I am not really sure yet. I am having a slightly high fever and now thinking about giving up my life. So, I guess I can't be sure about anything right now, can I?
Saturday, February 12
silence of the lambs
I just finished watching silence of the lambs. Well, an old movie actually, but never too late to see something worth watching in an era when good movies are as rare as fungi in summer, isn't it?.lol
My comment.
It's a nicely made movie really. Moreover, since I have become a big fan of Anthony Hopkins from yesterday, I would undoubtedly say so even if it's not, wouldn't I?
However, I found something so irritating that is always found by anyone who care enough in any Hollywood movies in this movie.It's about the egoistic pattern where something special always happen to someone special; an important role in the movie or in this case, a doughter of an important person.
See, there had been more than 5 girls murdered before, easily, I have to note it. But, when the target is this special girl, the FBI suddenly became so clever and all the clues seemed to be blast out from its secret cave. A way too much I think for a usual coincidence, don't you think so?
Anyway, please don't get me wrong here, I just say that we never really care about those other victims in crime movies or books because for us they are nothing. However, if these movies and books want be regarded as real, there have to be people who also care about them; a family or friends or lover.That way, we as the watchers and readers will be more willing to do so.
We are just human, we cannot be fair to ourselves leave alone some fictional characters in some made-up movies.
So, just leave it that way then.
That's it!
^^
xoxo
My comment.
It's a nicely made movie really. Moreover, since I have become a big fan of Anthony Hopkins from yesterday, I would undoubtedly say so even if it's not, wouldn't I?
However, I found something so irritating that is always found by anyone who care enough in any Hollywood movies in this movie.It's about the egoistic pattern where something special always happen to someone special; an important role in the movie or in this case, a doughter of an important person.
See, there had been more than 5 girls murdered before, easily, I have to note it. But, when the target is this special girl, the FBI suddenly became so clever and all the clues seemed to be blast out from its secret cave. A way too much I think for a usual coincidence, don't you think so?
Anyway, please don't get me wrong here, I just say that we never really care about those other victims in crime movies or books because for us they are nothing. However, if these movies and books want be regarded as real, there have to be people who also care about them; a family or friends or lover.That way, we as the watchers and readers will be more willing to do so.
We are just human, we cannot be fair to ourselves leave alone some fictional characters in some made-up movies.
So, just leave it that way then.
That's it!
^^
xoxo
Friday, February 11
090508 (I just realized that it has been friday (again))
Today I went to the central library, hoping that I could find something new and interesting. Yeah, just like how a library is supposed to be. But as the matter of fact,I found nothing.
Can you believe that I really literally couldn't find any magazine that worth reading there?
I mean, it's a university central library, isn't it?
Can you believe that I really literally couldn't find any magazine that worth reading there?
I mean, it's a university central library, isn't it?
no idea
I am simply exhausted these recent days. I got nothing in mind to be written here as well as in my beloved diary which has been ignored for decades.
However, there is still something in my head that want me to write something here, regardless to the fact that maybe there is nobody who care enough to read it.xoxoxo
SO, I've got an idea!
From now on, every time I feel stuck in finding things to be written here, I will just give it a page of my diaries. You know, I have kept on writing diaries since I was in Junior high, so there will be plenty to be posted here.
wait and see...^^
However, there is still something in my head that want me to write something here, regardless to the fact that maybe there is nobody who care enough to read it.xoxoxo
SO, I've got an idea!
From now on, every time I feel stuck in finding things to be written here, I will just give it a page of my diaries. You know, I have kept on writing diaries since I was in Junior high, so there will be plenty to be posted here.
wait and see...^^
Saturday, February 5
Curahan Hati
Selama liburan semester ini, saya memiliki lebih banyak waktu menonton tayangan berita di televisi, termasuk program berita. Dari awal saya memang sudah merasa tertarik mengikuti perkembangan politik baik dalam dan luar negeri.Akan tetapi, semakin lama semakin terlihat perbedaan yang mencolok antara perpolitikan di negara lain seperti Unites States dengan yang kita miliki di Indonesia ini.
Di sana pergolakan politiknya berkembang dan bergerak, walaupun tidak selalu berakhir fantastis, namun paling tidak memberikan semacam harapan akan perubahan yang mungkin terjadi.
Di sini, politik sudah menjadi seperti panggung sandiwara raksasa yang disutradarai asal-asalan dengan plot yang diubah sesuka hati sesuai selera penonton,persis seperti sinetron-sinetron yang mewarnai televisi kita setiap hari siang dan malam. Bedanya, dalam sinetron-sinetron itu kita masih dapat melihat wajah cantik dan tampan dari artis-artis yang bermain di dalamnya, sedangkan dalam politik, yah,,,, tahu sendiri kan.
Menurut saya, setiap masalah yang ada di negeri ini dimainkan dengan bertele-tele oleh orang-orang yang menganggap dirinya mampu mengatur pemerintahan dan menjalankan negara, padahal dalam kenyataannya, satu-satunya hal yang bisa mereka lakukan dengan baik adalah membela diri dan partai masing-masing dalam setiap kesempatan. Tidak peduli bahwa banyak hal-hal yang lebih penting dari sekadar terlihat innocent di mata publik.
Kalau dipikir-pikir lagi, mereka itu seperti pemain sandiwara yang sudah ditinggalkan penontonnya tapi masih kekeuh mau tampil. Dalam hal ini, penonton yang lari itu adalah rakyat dan alasan mereka lari adalah karena harga beras dan cabe yang meroket membuat hal-hal seperti menonton sandiwara jelek menjadi sesuatu yang tolol; bagaimana mungkin mereka tetap menonton saat mereka bahkan tidak bisa makan?
Kebanyakan politisi itu sebenarnya memiliki pendidikan tinggi dan bergengsi yang mungkin selamanya hanya akan menjadi mimpi bagi sebagian besar rakyat negeri ini. Tapi jujur saja, dari yang saya lihat di tv, mereka terlihat seperti kumpulan orang-orang dungu sok tau yang tak punya malu.
Sebuah hadits Rasulullah SAW berbunyi, " jika kau tak punya malu, maka berbuatlah sesukamu".
Bagaimana? terlihat sangat cocok bukan dengan kelakuan para politisi itu? Bahkan, bagaimana kalau kita jadikan saja itu sebagai judul dari sandiwara jelek mereka. Toh mereka lupa memberi judul sandiwara ini saking terlalu fokusnya pada agenda menjadi tokoh protagonis yang selalu tersakiti namun memiliki hati yang tulus dan bersih.
Huft,,benar-benar memuakkan ya..
Di sana pergolakan politiknya berkembang dan bergerak, walaupun tidak selalu berakhir fantastis, namun paling tidak memberikan semacam harapan akan perubahan yang mungkin terjadi.
Di sini, politik sudah menjadi seperti panggung sandiwara raksasa yang disutradarai asal-asalan dengan plot yang diubah sesuka hati sesuai selera penonton,persis seperti sinetron-sinetron yang mewarnai televisi kita setiap hari siang dan malam. Bedanya, dalam sinetron-sinetron itu kita masih dapat melihat wajah cantik dan tampan dari artis-artis yang bermain di dalamnya, sedangkan dalam politik, yah,,,, tahu sendiri kan.
Menurut saya, setiap masalah yang ada di negeri ini dimainkan dengan bertele-tele oleh orang-orang yang menganggap dirinya mampu mengatur pemerintahan dan menjalankan negara, padahal dalam kenyataannya, satu-satunya hal yang bisa mereka lakukan dengan baik adalah membela diri dan partai masing-masing dalam setiap kesempatan. Tidak peduli bahwa banyak hal-hal yang lebih penting dari sekadar terlihat innocent di mata publik.
Kalau dipikir-pikir lagi, mereka itu seperti pemain sandiwara yang sudah ditinggalkan penontonnya tapi masih kekeuh mau tampil. Dalam hal ini, penonton yang lari itu adalah rakyat dan alasan mereka lari adalah karena harga beras dan cabe yang meroket membuat hal-hal seperti menonton sandiwara jelek menjadi sesuatu yang tolol; bagaimana mungkin mereka tetap menonton saat mereka bahkan tidak bisa makan?
Kebanyakan politisi itu sebenarnya memiliki pendidikan tinggi dan bergengsi yang mungkin selamanya hanya akan menjadi mimpi bagi sebagian besar rakyat negeri ini. Tapi jujur saja, dari yang saya lihat di tv, mereka terlihat seperti kumpulan orang-orang dungu sok tau yang tak punya malu.
Sebuah hadits Rasulullah SAW berbunyi, " jika kau tak punya malu, maka berbuatlah sesukamu".
Bagaimana? terlihat sangat cocok bukan dengan kelakuan para politisi itu? Bahkan, bagaimana kalau kita jadikan saja itu sebagai judul dari sandiwara jelek mereka. Toh mereka lupa memberi judul sandiwara ini saking terlalu fokusnya pada agenda menjadi tokoh protagonis yang selalu tersakiti namun memiliki hati yang tulus dan bersih.
Huft,,benar-benar memuakkan ya..
February, 5th 2011
So, I will be in my field study in a week!
Huft, it's so distracting.
I feel so much fear of failing but ay the same time I have such kind of self confidence that alloews me to expect the best to come.
The fact is I have to teach at a Junior High School in Batang Anai which is so far away from my house. So, aside from my duty to teach, I will also have to be extra fit phisically.
Well,,life does feel unbearable sometimes, But mostly everything will turn out become fine at the end. I hope so.
Anyway, for now, there are another hard duties that I have to do well.
Life is all but work after all.
Fighting!!
^^
Huft, it's so distracting.
I feel so much fear of failing but ay the same time I have such kind of self confidence that alloews me to expect the best to come.
The fact is I have to teach at a Junior High School in Batang Anai which is so far away from my house. So, aside from my duty to teach, I will also have to be extra fit phisically.
Well,,life does feel unbearable sometimes, But mostly everything will turn out become fine at the end. I hope so.
Anyway, for now, there are another hard duties that I have to do well.
Life is all but work after all.
Fighting!!
^^
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